I know I have to let him go, and I finally {FINALLY} feel able to. But I still found this quote, and I think it fits perfectly. So, for him, the one you’ve all heard about for far(farfarFAR) too long…the last thoughts.
someday i am going to leave here, and i am not going to look back…
I won’t look at the mistakes, or the pain and the tears, or that one night we spent together that seemed like if we held on it could last an eternity… i am not going to look back. I hope to look forward to new friendships and less crying, more love, and more trying… I am not going to look back anymore… for you.
And I loved you with all my heart. I fought for you, I treasured you… I went to hell and back for you… And I am still sitting here, lonely and afraid… without the only one that ever mattered.
I wouldn’t know what to call these past few years… other than a beautiful existence. It was highlighted by you, and given to me, it was shined on by many, and loved by few… and now here i am looking on that bright– second beginning.
